life as a student..again...

after quite sometimyes in silent mode, i'm ready to write again...lots of thing happened since the last entry i posted here.. registered my master last july..n became unemployed since august..thought life would be easy without have to wake up early (early la sgt ceh) n prepare to work but it turned to inevitably boring! now i realized i miss the hecticness of working n studying in the same tyme.. it allows me to apply all theories that i learnt in class (ceh gle wawasan cmtu) besides encourage me to interact well wif people from various backgrounds..really impressed how they can do well in their career as well in class! mst jd cm dorg nnt tau!!!

life as a student again, nothing much different from my las time in uitm, except, for sure the university i attend lar.. sgt bbeza.. yg plg obvious mst la the students, dlu sume malays cmpor ngan bumis, but now i can meet people from all cultures around the globe..communication with the foreigners become my no 1 fear since sometymes i cant get what they try to convey..cultures do affect the way they live as well how they articulate words. but now the fear slowly deteriorate..bese la, xknal maka xcinta..so after knowing them, my perception towards them slowly changed. they are like me just better in term of confidence! i do plan to do phd in uk heheh so nnt leh jd foreigners cm dorg heheheh

owh in conjuction with malaysia's 53th independence day, i want to wish all malaysians..happy independence day..we n our past generations have done great for the past 53 years..do maintain and try to be a better citizen compared to last year! 1 malaysia!

~sebok bduet lagu bahtera merdeka ngan member smbil wat asaimen~

sorry blog...

hv not had much tyme to post new entry..plus no ideas too.. rite now, having mee gorng plus telor mata..yg bpk pedasnye... at my table yg bpk sjok...went to KL yesterday..met geng tupperware (doyo.dan.che ain)..stil lots of gossips been shared...dr hal keje smpi till cinta cintun..just found out doyo is dating someone now..yyyyeeeehhhhaaa congratz.. hope u find ur love dis tyme..

btw, dan..thanx 4 de nandos..nextyme wil be my treat hu3...insyaallah... cant believe almost 8 years knowing ol of u..it feels like a blink of an eye..gile cpt waktu blalu but kite remains seremaja dlu hu3.... looking for more chances to meet ol of u n do our faveret hobby - GOSSIP! kuikuikui

happy birthday to u..

happy birthday to u nurul aqilah... u r now 23, old enough to be more serious on ur work..ur life n people around u.. make everyone proud of u!! grow maturer n happier this year k.. be good to every people u meet..be a good role model to ur students n always make others happy... love your family more and please care about the others.. contribute well to your society..be a good citizen and pray hard for your future.. i always be there for u.. be strong k...

your sincerely;
Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F

she's gone...

al-fatihah to my late uwan.. she passed away last saturday due to heart attack.. it was too soon since she just left my house a day before.. such a good person n i'm glad to have sometyme with her when she stayed at my house to look after alya.. alya is her first great grandchild, thus she was very excited to be with her..even after 23 years knowing my uwan, i just found out that i dont have much photos with her.. we only took pictures for hari raya.. n i dont know where are all the pictures now.. still cant imagine how my kampong will be without her around... rest in peace uwan..

the new apple of our eyes: raihana alya

our beloved raihana alya...

she is my eldest sister daughter..supposedly born on 11/2 but god knows well n he sent her earlier (7/1).. n da happiness arrived one month earlier...my house will never be da same again, eventhough what she does now is only sleeping.. but she really means a lot 2 us.. i am now an auntie to dis cute lil girl which i hope will somehow inherit my cuteness..hahahah ( i cute what tyme baby2 dlu) got home n able to hold and "kacau" her sleep means heaven to me.. we love her very2 much.. to alya- i swear u'll love dis family too.. grow up healthy n happily ok :)

happy belated happy new year!!

been away 4 almost a month!! haven't even wish happy new year in my blog... so, happy new year.. may 2010 brings more joy, happiness, money and success... spent much tyme adapting self into da new office..meeting n being close to new people and getting along wif new students... teaching several courses thus need more tyme to plan n prepare materials 4 da lesson.. even missing my dps students but still enjoy knowing n teaching other students.. everything comes with a price.. to my students..good luck with dis new semester.. i really care about your study..so make sure u care about it more than i do.. till then.. see u at class!!

6 months seem a lifetyme..

just got back from uniti... wif my swollen eyes gara2 bpisah ngan kekakaks n enciks yg nk posting nex week... they were among great things ever happened to me at uniti... really glad dat i met them when i really need someone's hand to show me da way n pats on my back... i planned to find frens but i found a family there! we shared tonnes of jokes n stories that i believed have enlighten our days n nites.. n now..the time has come..they need to go n i need to move on... wif kak umi n al-ustazatu though.. for the followings names:

1) Kak Ina (Azie Oth) - I'll be missing ur trangkn concept style, our time watching so u think u can dance n gossip girl 2gather, ur duit mileage engkau phrase, ur teh tarik of cos (hati2 jgn kne strok), ur abg zeli hahaha

2) Kak Ila - I'll be missing ur strategic wedding budget, ur cooking of cos, ur critics, the tyme where i need to take u at terminal 1, ur chocolate, ur brooch, ur eyeliners yg kte slalu tibai, ur mingguan wanita, ur "ilang akal"? phrase

3) To encik2 - thanx to all the care n love.. really appreciate it...after dis kne gi psr mlm sndri ah... no more foods sent to our home... no more pasta huhuhu.. no more discussion bout ASB

All of u just like my brothers n sisters that i never have.. really hope dat we can work 2gather forever ( for sure wif higher pay) but Allah knows better... i know all of u will do well in ur career n ur life...never try 2 forget me! nnt kawin mst jmput k! leh wat reunion!

missing all of u oreadi...

avatar..it covers all

heard bout dis movie from my sis... she said dat this is the most expensive movie ever created in Hollywood history..until now, dont know whether its true or not.. after watched it by myself, i think dat dis movie covers all aspects dat i want to see in a movie... the technology used is superb with a lot of captivating scenes dat let us hanging in our imagination even until we leave the cinema...eventhough the storyline seems " cm merepek sket" but still i enjoyed watching it very2 much...adventurous as well educating! the issue of humanity in dis movie shud at least make people think and realize how we r now lacking of dis value.. love? its not about a steamy love story but more on our love towards our family, nation, nature (more worth rite).. i wonder bpk bestnye kalo dpt tgk 3D! a long story cm 2012 gak..but dis muvie is a lot better! :) i give dis muvie 4 stars n a half hi3

a lonely holiday

been away 4 quite sometime..not much to be told n shared since rite now i'm spending a lonely holiday at home.. its not dat im not happy with my beloved family but it seems like there is an empty hole in my heart n my brain..n make my holiday feel meaningless even i really hope to b away from my work.. this some time should help me to make better decision for my future..my life.. seeing my best buddies furthering their studies + continuing our old dreams really made me thrill + excited + motivated + "happy 4 them feeling", but not forgotten jealous! i really know dat i'm fully ready to continue learning but i have too much commitment dat cant be put aside.. my job and da distance keep da dream fade away.. please God.. help me dis tyme..

i shud b thankful..

just now, i sat n reminisced on how bad my life was lately...always keep it in myself made d others didn't even know dat i'm having such a huge burden on my shoulder..but i prefer 2 let it be dat way.. i'll be more happy dat way :).. after a lot of thinking + words from my beloved ones i really think dat we should be more positive about life... life is an open classroom where we will always be stucked here to learn n exam may come anytime without any warning n reminder..we only have ourselves n some people who really care about us...so i shud be thankful..i hv everyone dats always support me n accept me in da way i am.. since we are not only strive for our own selves so dats y we need to put more effort n try harder...i won't let d others down!!thank u all cos always cheer me up n blow away my tears... i'll be back with new spirit! hohoho (dh mcm nk gi mne plak dh)
to U..how can i ever thank u..u r such a gift from God..

new addiction....

while i'm recovering from my shoppin addiction, new addiction hit me.. tgh gile tgk gossip girl!! hahahah xoxo gossip girl..last time, i just watched from my lil sis laptop, i tot i hv completed all da episodes, rupenye blom...so rite now, i am catching up all da episodes dat i havent watch yet..plus its new season..season 3...thanx ija 4 da info on where n how to download da series...while the others say its about sex ol da tyme but i prefer to look it in term of da fashions n language dat they use....after all i am a language teacher rite hu3..love da way they say things...n i'm learning from every single scene... love chuck n nate very2 much...but da problem is i cant focus on other jobs..dis weekend is only about gossip girl n all my plan to finish my translation work has ruined...need to finish up my work dis week so i hope no gossip girl at office!! discipline sket miss qilah oiii!!

-sweet song 2 b shared-

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side

i'm losing my beautiful voice...sob2...

suffering sore throat rite now... tension... I really cant stand to remain silent most of da tyme... i hv too many stories to share plus cant stop myself from kne kn kekakaks... cant sing too...cant laugh loudly gaks..since sore dh cm rockers..cpt2 le baik tekak ku syg...

sore throat + cough= headache+ tension+ tired+ life is less fun :(

yesterday's report

yesterday was such a blast!!! spent almost 300 even i never thought of having that much...thanx to all supporters...went to perfume warehouse sale at PJ and able 2 bottles of perfume dat cos me rm60..thank god i x bkenan ngan well known brand kalo x sure lg byk abes duit...after dat we went to bigbadwolf pnye clearance sale held nearby. i bought 7 novels!! which only rm5 each!! really2 worth to go... next destination: jln tar hu3.... bought few kains at jakel 4 nex year pnye bj kurong br..after dat smpt grab a cute pyjamas for my future niece..

reached home about 12 midnyte..n today cm hangover..pnat + not in workn mud... since i hv overspent my gaji so now is da tyme 2 "ikat prot" hu3...but not really since td leh je relax bli lunch ..really worry ngan my habit of overspending lately...usually mst bnasib baek being helped by others but still need 2 get rid of this habit...cmne eh...i just cant stop myself from shopping!! so dangerous nih! my P license will end in 2 days...yahuuuuuu alhamdulillah nothing "very big" happened along these period except 4 few "geselan2" kecil ho3...hope i'll be a better driver in da future...

big plan 2moro!!

me, al-ustazatu, kak in, kak il n kak umi are planning a big plan 2moro! pas dh dpt cuti (credit to en. zakri) we all smakin smgt utk menempoh hr esok... hopefully da leave will be worthwhile.. with duit gaji yg makin susot, i'm searching new sources of money..so all of u shud beware hahaha...dun worry..dh dpt pn..dats y tonite i'll be sleeping wif a smile...cant wait 4 2moro huhuhuhu...god luck 4 me n kekakak....

2012

went 2 watch dis movie wif bocik n my kazens..mommy n abh hv watched it earlier and both said that it was ok je ... after watched it myself, mmg btol pn, just ok je... i think da plot is not balance, plots on destruction of earth tu xbrape bnyk n only at da beginning of da story n da rest 2 more on cite nk slamatkn the survivors of da disaster..da story was too long, dlm 2 jam lbh but da impact is very2 weak since akhirnye cm happy ending le plak eventhough billions people died! too much of coincidence and da hero always one second earlier from da massive storm tu..besides, da destruction tu more on US, not many shots of other countries... plus time bumi blipat2 tu, there are several shots seemed unreal but tp after all people creation kn, sure la x perfect... from da beginning of da movie, dorg ckp world has come to its end, but still ade gak yg tselamat tuh...for those yg nk tgk cite ni n plan 2 watch a destruction on an epic scale mmg 2012 does not disappoint on that front, but in term of storyline, n scripts, i was really shocked yg i x nanges lgsg pn at the end of da movie..spatotnye it can be a lot better than dat!!

salam aidiladha..(missing my students)

salam aidiladha to all my readers...how was ur aidiladha? mine just like an usual holiday since i didnt hv da chance to watch the qurban by myself..moreover since xde bj raye so less meriah gak ah...but had a chance to gather with my huge family after previous hr raye puase... bile dh came 2gather, ssh dh ah nk gi tgk keje yg dh lame ttunggak...wonder when should i get back 2 my job..asal cuti sure xgrak keje...

worklife will be boring after dis..(i guess) since students will be on their sem break...really bile dorg dh xde, realize how important they are to make my day... almost a month lg..hoping dat they spend their holiday wisely...wishing 2 see all of u nex sem..eventhough i wont teach them again, but i really miss to see their laugh..

spending dis holidays wif my beloved lil sis..BOCIK..who is working hard since her pro exam will be on 7 dis..wishing u all da best..i always noe dat u can do everything well..good luck sis! besides also helping bongah with her wedding preparation.. 6 months to go for her wedding..really want her to hv a perfect ceremony..hope everything runs smoothly..will meet my eldest sister 2moro..she is expecting her first child, due on 11/2/2010! cant wait to be called cik lang hahaha

English is Vital...if only my students realize it...

Just want to share my experience after 6 months teaching English..Alhamdulillah some of them were really interested to learn this language while the others just took it as a compulsory subject to finish their semesters.. If only my students aware on the importance of English in their study, future, LIFE! I never tired telling them the importance of this language everytime I enter my class..Don't noe whether they take it seriously or just some kind of "halwa tlinge"@ "ceramah miss qilah" before they leave my class...

Importance Of English:

• Greater chances to further study to higher level

• Better chance to get job that pays extremely well!
  

• Ability to communicate with people from different cultures, countries
  

• Better chance to be heard and accepted
  

• Have the privillege to enjoy entertainment from all over the world

• Allow a person to read the vast out of informative articles available in English language news on the internet

there are still a lot of benefits that students/we can gain by mastering this language...so good luck guys..it's never too late for us to improve...

practice makes perfect

Just finished marking exam paper sem 2 eap 1203, which one of the essay question was about ways to improve spoken English..
Some students gave quite creative answers, among the answers:

• read more: books, newspapers, magazine (siap ade bg contoh playboy!) ish2 mne la dpt info cmtu
• speak in English with friends
• go for language courses
• do exercises
• watch English TV programs
• try to compose own poem n present it in front of da class
• practice correct pronunciation using dictionary/online dic
• create an English Club at college <- looking forward to propose dis idea
• listen to English music

for me, the most essential way to improve is by doing mistakes when we do it.. these ideas are applicable not only 4 my students but to everyone of us..dont afraid to try guys... PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT..

to err is human

along our life we make a lot of mistakes but usually we tell ourselves to just ignore them n convince ourselves that we aren't dat wrong... but somehow at the end of the day, it will haunt us back.. i feel that kind of feeling now, eventhough i know most people are at my side (thank god!) but i still feel a bit guilty... y people cant just be matured, forgive n forget..after all to err is human! n we are trained naturally to learn from mistakes rite? again, i believe having friend is just a matter of accepting the others.. where we accept them in what ever form they are n we hope to be accepted since kite pn bkn le perfect mane.. but some people just don't understand that concept thus situation worsen...pray n hope that it will end..